..two steps backwards
I'm way behind on my NaNoWriMo word
count target. The official website mentions the week two doldrums,
and I'm definitely a victim. And I don't even want to think about
PiBoIdMo – I've had some picture book ideas, but the motivation to
write them down on paper is at about 'meh' level.
The little darlings are so loving and peaceful when they're not trying to subvert the creative process. |
Part of the reason my motivation has
faltered is that my NaNoWriMo word count went down instead of up.
How? I decided to split one chapter into two, copied and pasted, then
forgot to delete the duplicate text. So what seemed to be a
particularly productive writing session was followed the next day by
one in which I literally – and literaturely – went backwards.
The local cafe has become my second
home; a haven from the siren calls of housework, gardening, TV shows
I've recorded and haven't watched, and other general distractions.
The noise of crockery clinking, coffee machines buzzing, and general
chatter is easier to ignore than the consistent cry of cats who
decide that their usual all-day naptime is over as soon as I sit at a
computer.
The cats have got a strategy. They play
zone defence. If I'm on the desktop PC the little but long cat sits
on me, after a detour across the keyboard, and curls up in the crook
of my arm or slabs out across the front of the desk. Typing
one-handed around a peacefully purring cat is not easy. If I'm in the
bedroom on my notebook PC the cuddly teddy bear cat sits on the desk,
then on the back of the chair, half over my shoulder. The big
fluffball is moulting, so it doesn't take long until I'm sneezing
uncontrollably. Sometimes he'll snuggle up on a footstool if I move
it right next to me, but then I'm trapped in a corner. If I shut the
cats out of the room they cry and sook and scratch. If I put them
outside they sit on the windowsill and cry and sook and scratch. They
are experts at distraction.
The other diversions this week have included a school fair requiring two cake stall contributions plus other work, a shocking night's sleep that wiped me out for the next day, an appointment that was cancelled when I was on my way, a long-overdue hairdresser's appointment, and sudden, unexpected, unavoidable social engagements, and inexplicable stressing about university results being released when I already know I've passed. All this on top of the usual day-to-day running around.
So I'm not too stressed about not reaching my word count. Sometimes life just gets in the way. I'm only 5000 off the pace. I'll be back into it – once I've unhooked my cat's claws from the chair she's managed to get herself stuck in. Maybe I can sneak in a coffee and half an hour's writing at the cafe between my haircut and school pick-up. And I'll try not to cut and paste this time.
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